Thursday, September 10, 2009

Heavenly embrace

I've never been in a cemetery alone. In fact, I've only gone to them for funerals. Once my departure is made after the final word is said by the officiant, I don't return. Since I felt the dead can't talk back, what was the point?

Recently, there has been a small voice beckoning to me. Explaining this might make you wonder if I haven't been clobbered on the head or under the influence of some really cool pharmaceuticals. Merely admitting it might lead you to believe the previous is certain. However, I assure you I'm not a heavy drinker nor do I pop pills stronger than Ibuprofen.

Today after work, rather than turning left toward Aroma Park, I kept straight as I exited I-57 after work. For those of you who live or have lived in Kankakee, you know that Mount Calvary Cemetery was my destination. I wasn't 100% sure of where I was going, but I knew I'd find the grave-sites. The only living person on the premises, I wasn't scared. I didn't get the rippling shiver up my spine. The sun was resplendent. Overcome with a greater sense of calm and serenity than I'd felt in a very long time, I stepped from my car and took a short walk.

Tears fell as I gazed upon the headstones. I knew I was spiritually compelled to be there. Much needed conversations were held mother to mother; daughter to mother; aunt to nephew. I've babbled with my eyes turned toward the heavens with hopes of being heard, but today a language was spoken that only hearts and souls can comprehend.

It's difficult for me to fully express today's ethereal journey. One word will have to suffice.

Peace.

3 comments:

  1. Dear Marissa,
    You are an extention of Love to those you visited this day. Wishing you lasting Peace.
    Xoxox

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  2. crying...you'll get this...I keep waking in the middle of the night. I toss and turn for a while. The last two nights, when I looked at the clock, it's said "5:38"...I say hello to Mom and Dad. Then drift back off to sleep. I'm not sure what it really means, but I feel that same PEACE you mentioned when I see the clock...5:38...Love ya, Baby Sister!

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  3. Yup.

    Need to go visit Grampa and Mom .....

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